I just can't believe it's 7 days away! It's surreal and i'm not really scared about the surgery, I"m scared about after. Am I really ready for this? If I'm asking myself this question the I must not be, right? But I've read so much and I think I know quite a bit but am I really ready? I want to make a life change becuase I want to be healthy and I don't want to end up diabetic with high blood pressure. I want to be more active! I want to look at picture of myself with out being disgusted with how big I am.
Ok...I think I'm better now! I keep getting these periods of doubt...Can I really do this? Am I really ready?